Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Beagle Freedom Project - Caring Consumer

Many of you may have already seen or heard of Beagle Freedom Project. The latest video has been released this week of their second rescue from this summer, and it is nothing short of ugly-cry-inducing. The Beagle Freedom Project was created to rescue beagles used in animal experimentation in research laboratories and give them a chance at life in a loving forever home.
Please take a moment to watch this video. I give thanks to the folks who are out there trying to help these animals from the cruelty of humanity. I am committed to "shopping with a conscience" and not purchasing products that test on animals, whenever possible. Won't you join me in being a caring consumer?

Our second rescue from beagles who have lived their entire lives inside a research laboratory. These beagles have known nothing except the confines of metal cages. They have known no soft human touch, no warm bed, no companionship, no love. They have never been outside or sniffed a tree or grass. Finally, after years of being poked and prodded, these beagles are FREE! ARME got the call that a facility was willing to release them to us after they had been used in several tests. We picked them up on June 8th and now they are all in loving foster homes, and one has already been adopted. If you are interested in adopting any of these special beagles, please email us at: shannon@beaglefreedomproject.org. If you cannot adopt, but would like to help, ARME is a non-profit organization and we rely on your donations to continue this work. Please consider making a tax-deductible donation. You can donate herePLEASE DO NOT BUY PRODUCTS TESTED ON ANIMALS! You can see their faces now..... buy only products that have the cruelty-free symbol.

Spaz Reviews: Shaedes of Gray - Amanda Bonilla

My post on Shaedes of Gray by Amanda Bonilla is up at Heroes and Heartbreakers
In the first installment of what promises to be an exciting addition to the Urban Fantasy landscape, Amanda Bonilla has skillfully created a new version of Seattle where the heroine Darian is a shaede assassin.
Bonilla offers a unique take on lesser-seen Urban Fantasy mythological beings such as jinn, oracles, and sylphs. The heroine herself is able to become shadow and leave her corporeal form behind once the sun sets. Seattle could not be more perfect for Darian’s line of work, as it is often cloud covered, making it easier for her to change shape in to the shadows. As she moves throughout the city, I felt like I could envision everything she sees and feels as she is flying. I loved it! Continue reading...

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Spaz Reviews: Heart of Darkness - Lauren Dane

My latest review is up at WLP! HEART OF DARKNESS by Lauren Dane.
What a nice new PNR gem Heart of Darkness is! Meriel Owen is second in head to Clan Owen, and she must visit a newcomer violating Clan rules by tapping in to the Magick source without asking Clan permission first. It turns out that violator is Dominic Bright, a smoking hot owner of the human and supernatural club Heart of Darkness. I adored Mariel right from the start. Because of her status and upbringing in the Clan, she could have come across as a total bitch, but she charmed and flirted with the best of them and showed Dominic she was his match in all ways. She knew when and how to be forceful, yet still playful, too. She was highly intelligent and I just wanted her to really come out on top of this, and maybe wanted to secretly be her too. :P
Continue reading...

Monday, November 28, 2011

Music Monday with The Black Keys!

The Black Keys finally have a new album coming out called El Camino on December 6th!! Thanks to Natalicious for sending me the new video for their new single LONELY BOY!! If this doesn't get you up and moving, then you're dead!


Click here for more of my favorite videos of The Black Keys. They had one of my favorite albums of 2010 :)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Giving Thanks For You With {some of} My Favorite Music

HAPPY DAY OF GIVING THANKS! 
My gift to YOU are three of my most favorite songs of this year! May you be entertained by at least one.
I hope you have a beautiful holiday no matter where you are, or who you're with.

The Joy Formidable - Whirring



St. Vincent - Cruel




Little Dragon - Crystalfilm

Monday, November 21, 2011

Follow My Blog? I Probably Follow Yours, Too. I'm Behind.

My fellow blogging buddy followers ~ Our lifestyle has changed significantly this past month, and my blogging time has become limited. I have been unable to really keep up with commenting on most of my favorite blogs. Please know that I am catching up on everyone's blogs through google reader as often as possible, and if I don't stop and say Hi, I'm still paying attention! I'll be back bugging you more often *crossing fingers* again in January :) Giddyup!

Update on D

Hi everyone! We wanted to update everyone on our dawg's terminal illness situation. Many may know our dog Dakota got sick a few weeks ago while we were on vacation. Now that we're in the calm eye of the storm (I have to be dramatic, come on) I can sit and share the situation. Dakota is my first dog, I never had one growing up, and I rescued him at 4 weeks old.
Gratuitous playful puppy pic - 2002
On our anniversary trip a few weeks ago in October, on the third day we got a call from Stay N Play Pet Ranch where we were boarding Tex and Dakota. The owner said that when they went to check in on the dogs that morning, D was displaying symptoms of a possible stroke. They were getting ready to take him to his own vet, but their onsite vet believed it to be vestibular disease. Before they took him anywhere, they wanted to ask if he'd had any history of this. We were at the monorail station at Epcot in WDW and between the noises and my heart racing, I pretty much heard myself whimper "No, never. What do I need to do?" I could hear my own dismay, what the hell happened? She said they were taking him to D's primary vet, and they'd be in touch just as soon as they got there. I am fortunate enough to have retired parents in the area, and called them seeking help. Dad assured me they would call the owner's cell phone and meet her at the vet with D, get all the details for us. We expressed our gratitude and so we tried to wander around Epcot, hoping for the best, on edge to hear an update.

Later in the afternoon, D's vet said that it was definitely vestibular disease, a system of nerves that runs from the brain to the inner-ear, effecting equillibrium. Symptoms usually can last 2 weeks. Sometimes it comes back, or never. And in some cases, the symptoms never go away. Nothing else appeared to be abnormal physically or in any of his internal tests except for one thing. The vet also reported that in running a full blood work panel, his liver enzymes were remarkably high, which concerned her more. She'd have to send off for a more extensive liver test, but she did not feel the two were related at this time, and that he was okay to leave. He was given dramamine, to help with the constant spinning, and back he went. The staff did a great job helping him eat and get around. He seemed more himself once he got some stability back with the dramamine. He was showing visible improvement by both the staff and my parents. So we tried to carry on with vacation, I'm sure you can figure out how that went for us.
5 yrs old - 2007
D's vet called us the day we were traveling home, wanting to discuss the returned liver enzyme function test. She said that the test results show definite liver dysfunction. The cause could be simply something he ingested, and if we put him on meds and saw improvement, then we'd know it is something that could be corrected. The ultimate tell-all, however, would be to have an ultra-sound done. And that was what she recommended in this case. So we scheduled one as soon as they could get one brought in that Friday.

We arrived back home on Tuesday night, and were floored at the dramatic physical change in him since we'd dropped him off last Thursday. In a matter of 6 days. His head was completely crocked to the side, his eyes were glazed, he stumbled around, couldn't jump on the bed, started throwing up when he got excited, and the muscle along his back and on his head were remarkably gone, making his spine look more prominent. In addition, his stomach area was grossly distended. We believed two vets' diagnosis, and looked up everything about vestibular disease. Every single thing it said about him held true, but it just didn't feel right. He looked like a 16 year old dog, not a 9 year old dog.

Overnight, he got dramatically worse. He lost all strength in his legs, his eyes rolled completely in to the back of his head. It became clear that morning that he knew he was dying. We agreed I take him to the vet. But suddenly his state hit me and I was so freaked out, I called my parents to take me. D's vet definitely agreed that something is going on, and we X-Rayed his chest area. The images indicated that the liver was definitely enlarged and that we could not wait another day on an ultrasound. We had to figure out what was going on and treat it asap. She called a specialty vet at Central TX Veterinary Specialty Hospital and said that she is transferring us directly over to their care now. We knew this couldn't be good as we drove over there with all of D's records and the XRay images on a disk. They took D back and we waited. We were called in to a room and the vet laid it out for us:
"Your dog has cancer. He has lymphoma in his liver, eyes and nervous system in brain. It probably started 4-6 weeks ago. He probably didn't even know he had it until it hit his vestibular system in his brain while he was at the boarding place. You have three options.
1. Chemo (No. That sounded like a miserable rest of his short existence.)
2. Steroids (This kills down the inflammation of the tumors, makes the dog feel really good, kills the smaller cancer cells, basically slows the process down until it no longer works.)
3. Put him to sleep now (No freakin way, if she thinks he has a chance with steroids.)"

So, I called the hubs and filled him in, and we opted to first try steroids treatment. They injected him with a high dose of steroids, and then we were to keep him on prednisone twice daily. The vet explained to us very carefully that we might see improvement for a few days, at best case 3 months. Hubs left work and we spent the rest of the day with him at home, deciding what we would do if he did not get better immediately. We both agreed that if he spent another day like how he was that day, we would let him go. Fortunately, that wasn't how the cards fell! The next morning, he was wagging his tail and ready to start the day. We could not believe it, but like she said, the clinical symptoms of the cancer had been temporarily aleveated. He resembled our dog in spirit and didn't think he was dying anymore. It worked! For now!

Here we are...
Day 18 of prednisone, and Dakota is still alive and kickin. He is the same dog in spirit we dropped off that day last month. He has lost quite a bit of weight, because the cancer is eating up all his food and storage, and his strength is not what it was. His vision is a little bit off. The biggest pain in the ass for all of us are the side effects from the prednisone. They make him thirsty and hungry all the time. He is constantly drinking water and needing to be let out. And instead of constantly begging to play ball, he just wants to eat. And when he pees, he pees for minutes. I am not kidding. I really don't know how one dog can ingest and bloat with so much water. The vet said that this was the reaction we wanted, the question now is for how long? She said it would be weeks or up to 3 months. Because this has spread so quickly... we honestly never expected him to still be here. But, here he is, and here we will continue to spoil and love him for as long as we can until he is not himself and we have reached the end of our borrowed time.

A special thanks to the remarkably kind care provided to Dakota by Stay N Play Pet Ranch, Banfield Pet Hospital Sunset Valley, and Central Texas Veterinary Specialty Hospital. They could not have been more gentle-hearted or diligent in their treatment and care for Dakota. And thank you to my parents.
2011 Tex (8 yrs) blonde doxie mix & Dakota (9 yrs) black lab mix

Monday, November 14, 2011

Between Light and Dark Blog Tour with Amanda Bonilla



Author Amanda Bonilla has guest posted at WLP on The Shaede Assassin Mythos. Just so y'all know, SHAEDES OF GRAY is one of my favorite books of 2011! I'll be further discussing it at Heroes & Heartbreakers in the next week. Shaedes of Gray out December 6th, so add it to your calendar! Come visit!!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

How the Amazing Book Community Stepped Up To Help Me (When "Fresh Fiction" Refused To)


This post is a GIANT "THANK YOU" to the UF, PNR & R community I feel so blessed to be a part of.

I purchased a Readers n 'ritas Friends ticket in August and have been so freaking excited for the event coming up this weekend! It's a book convention here in central Texas, and an opportunity to meet some of my most favorite authors: Vicki Pettersson, Ann Aguirre, and Jaye Wells, to name a few. It is also an opportunity to meet up with fellow book bloggers I'd been dying to meet for the first time, as well as a chance to see some again I met in Philly at AAD.

As you may already know, my first dog Dakota was diagnosed with aggressive terminal cancer last week on Thursday. Putting that personal sob story aside, I've been trying to get in touch with "Fresh Fiction", who directs the "Readers N 'ritas" convention, to cancel my registration and issue a ticket refund of $125 since Friday. I'm about 3 hours from the location, it's a weekend event, and I don't want to lose a minute of time with my dog. And, quite frankly, with our growing vet bills, I really need that money back. Even a partial refund would help. I search both Fresh Fiction's site, Eventbrite's site (who facilitated the transaction) and the copy of my ticket generated to me after my purchase... There was no mention of No Refunds at that time, anywhere. I should hope that has been fixed. 

Four various emails pleading for assistance, and a handful of rude and distressful Twitter DMs later, my request was finally acknowledged today by the Director of Fresh Fiction. To sum up her answer and tone, it went like this: *No Refunds* and *You can sell your ticket and we'll transfer the name of the ticket to the new buyer.* But this isn't a post on that ridiculousness. This is a post on all of the amazing good that came after that from everyone but Fresh Fiction.

I did what the Fresh Fiction Director recommended, and took to Twitter in an attempt to find someone to buy my ticket. In explaining why I was in such a distressed need to sell the ticket, the response I received was nothing I was prepared for.

Humbled. Overwhelmed. Warmed. Inspired. Enlightened. Loved. Changed.

Cheesey as they may be, these are words that only attempt to describe how I feel right now. I would like to thank the following people for reaching out to me and trying to help me in this crappy situation:

Chelsea of Vamp Book Club for immediately offering to help me sell my ticket. And starting the "If you buy SpazP's ticket I will..." campaign. In addition, thank you for asking me if there were any autographs you could collect for me as well. You are a gem, truly.

Tori for offering up 6 months of undying love if you buy my ticket. I mean... HELLO. This is HUGE. And believe me, this is not offered lightly. You'd be lucky to have just 1 month of Tori's undying love, but 6? This is a major prize.

Amanda Bonilla for offering up a signed ARC of Shaedes of Gray -- holy crap, you guys. This is one of my most favorite books of the year so far. It's been so hard to not talk about it! So I pretty much barfed in excitement over this generosity. You want this!

NAT/WLP...  for generously stating that the buyer of my ticket simply wouldn't be shanked. That is love, people. Also for offering to sharpen my knife, when I needed it. And for successfully making me giggle throughout the day, every day. I am so blessed to have Nat as a Friend.

Synde of Cemetary Cat Designs for offering up 10% off her jewelry and free shipping for a year. Say what now? Some of my most favorite jewelry? Offered at 10% off with free shipping? Okay now I've gone from tearing up to ugly crying.

Sierra Dean for $25 gift card to Samhain publishing's site. Okay stop, just stop. This is seriously too much, I can't handle it! I'm not worthy! I'm not worthy! Sierra is Gold.

Berrin Rae for offering up a free eCopy of Knightfall. OMG. Speechless.

PJ Schnyder for offering up free copies of ALL her current titles, aaaaand now I'm sobbing again...Seriously, PJ is one of those people I feel blessed to know. Not only am I fan of her work, I adore her as a person.

Cherry Adair for reaching out to me privately in email, with very nice words of encouragement and ass kicking sentiments. She even offered to pay for my ticket even if she's not going!

It just doesn't get better than this, right? Well, the gesture that made me pass out, pick myself up off the floor, and then faint again, was by Ann Aguirre who offered to immediately fix this. She insisted on covering my ticket, even if we couldn't find someone to buy it. In fact, since she was leaving for Texas to the R&R con the following day, she insisted she send me the money that night. And she did it. Ann Aguirre sent me $125 to my PayPal account, in a matter of seconds. Something I'd been pleading with Fresh Fiction for days to help me with. I still don't even know how to fully put in to words the extent of my gratitude.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, to everyone who reached out to me, said kind words, and offered words of support overall. In the end this wasn't about the money, although let's face it, I really need it for the vet bills. What I walked away with was an experience I will never ever forget, and will most definitely focus on paying all this kindness forward. I am basking in the light.

All my love and gratitude, Pamela AKA Spaz

IF YOU ARE IN THE CENTRAL TEXAS AREA AND WOULD LIKE MY READERS N 'RITAS TICKET FOR THIS WEEKEND, PLEASE CONTACT ME AT SPAZP (AT) ME (DOT) COM.


Update 7:32 PM (CST): We have a buyer! Stacy with Girls in the Stacks will be attending in my place! *throws confetti* I hope she has the best time!! 
 
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